Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ♥
I am back to blog. (;
Was not in any mood to blog for the past 2 weeks. Many things have happen in work, and im really unhappy about it. But well, can i make the change? I don't think so.
I am trying to accommodate everyone, i am trying not to show my attitude face. But sometime, i tend to did some mistakes.
3 days ago, went to my Jingjing wedding. ^^ she was so beautiful that night. 新娘永远是最美的. I thought that i would be kind of envy of those scene BUT i didn't. I just feel happy for her that all. Perhaps, my heart is dead toward those L.O.V.E stuff or towards marriage. I dread of it. Laughs! My ex boss was there too, talk quite alot with him. And he ask me to quit my current job and join back the 'freight' line. It's similar to what i do last time at DC but he wants to intro me to other company which he say that the boss there's quite good.
I told him i would consider, and perhaps next yr Jan i would approach him for this matter. I have been thinking alot, why don't i work back office hours job? it's so relaxing and could get to off on wkends. Not like now this job, wkend or even public hols also need to work like shit.
I can't stand the long hours anymore. Sometime in work i could be too tired till the extend of my heart feel so weak and pain.
I think i need a change of job environment. I can't work so much like before when i just join the company whereby keep piang OT. I no longer feel i could do tat much OT anymore.
I feel like want to die already. My body is giving way, and wonder when would i blackout in work?
Enough lah for now, i would just work per normal maybe till end of dec. *Considering when to tender my resignation* Laughs.
PS: I would not reveal so much of my personal matter in my blog anymore. *For some security reason. Laugh!
I Love My Bitchyyyyy <3
Tuesday, November 03, 2009 ♥
To be specific over here ;
Everything in here is just my venting. A ways of venting out my anger. No offences & don't take it seriously, pls! This's my blog, i have the right to write whatever I want. (;
I don't wana stir up any prob cause of my words. See already just forget it, alright?
Thankyou! xDD
Had a great day with my bitchyyy on sat with her, even tho it's just that few hours, but we can talk abt everything. Altho there's something which i say she can't accept. But well, can't blame her, there will hardly be anyone who will accept the choice i have make & it's really very weird for chinese people.
well well, future hard to say right. Maybe it would change? I don'tknow leh. Feeling so happy that i have known you thru draft-cargoways. (; I have make e right choice of joining draft-cargoways and get to know you. And we are still so close after i have left e company. This kind of friendship is "GOLD" to me. I treasured this friendship & let us be together forever. ^^
Anyway, thank bitchyyyy. You are my greatX2 lover. HAHAHA.
MY LOVE* my bitchyyyyyyy. She's alway there for me whenever im unhappy! (; My beloved bitchyyyyyyyy & i love her soooo much ;DD she's such a great fren, great listener of mine, great bitchyyy & great darling. THANKYOU. (;
muackssss! ILU*
Sunday, October 25, 2009 ♥
I am in no much mood to blog..
fcuk up life, fcuk up work... everything oso fcuk up.. Nothing ever went smoothly. Really getting sick of everything.
People tend to think and plan for their future. Just like how my brothers is planning for their future. But for me, i don't even noe what i want to be in the future. >.<
I must write very BIG !!!! Thankyou, my laopo's! TIANG YA YI, JASLEEN~ for giving me the bra. ;suggested by Anna, bought by Jasleen. HAHAHA`.. anyw thanks. (;
Altho tis yr b'dae is not really great, but still appreciate for the so many b'dae greeting thru sms & fb comment. At least i noe there's still many ppl remember me. ^^ lols..
i have spend my actual b'dae in work, so not much satisfaction. But it's ok lah. Just some outing with my love ones will do, as i dun plan for any celebration tis yr also ma..
So everything is going on as what i plan & expected. -.-"
Anyw, thanks all.
Sometime think of it, also feel myself very useless. Feeling depression. LOL.. what i want or what i do alway don't turn out the way which i expected.
I think my life really not good, or maybe my life have been curse by black magic? :/
If i can get a choice to choose to be a guy or gal in my next life, i would choose to become a guy. Altho guy have to carry heavy burden all the times, but at least guy don't so easily soft hearted and won't be the ones who alway get hurt. Gal is always at the losing end. Well, laughs! So u get what i mean? xDD
I must write very BIG !!!! Thankyou, my laopo's! TIANG YA YI, JASLEEN~ for giving me the bra. ;suggested by Anna, bought by Jasleen. HAHAHA`.. anyw thanks. (;Altho tis yr b'dae is not really great, but still appreciate for the so many b'dae greeting thru sms & fb comment. At least i noe there's still many ppl remember me. ^^ lols..
i have spend my actual b'dae in work, so not much satisfaction. But it's ok lah. Just some outing with my love ones will do, as i dun plan for any celebration tis yr also ma..
So everything is going on as what i plan & expected. -.-"
Anyw, thanks all.
; With loves.
Thursday, October 15, 2009 ♥
Well, basically i have nothing much to write for today.
Just a short post will do. (; Had went for the so called 'talks' for the IR at e2i today. Actually bringing lots of hopes that i will be interested in the job after the talk, but well disappointed in the end. After hearing the talk, i find that the job which they offer is not suitable for me, after much consideration i turn down the offer. heh!
what job i actually want i also don'tknow. I think just temp stay in my current job first while i lookout for other job ba (; That what i can do now. Be happy xD
Something to add on, well went to see doctor in the morning. Tot that aiyah nth only la, but end up bringing back so much medicine. I dunno how to say what kind of illness is tat, but i would need to be on medication for short term *pray hopefully not long term* i can vomit by swallow down so much pill everyday loh. The previous 1 wk mc i have already ate lots of medicine le. I really hate the sight of medicine now loh. Seriously, it make me puke loh!!!! );
Ha whatever lah! My stupid body, my stupid health >.<
PS: Pls don't mock at people agony. I don't think it is funny at all.
Tmr back to work already, i think i should stop taking MC already if not i would fall into the black listed side for MC queen!!! The previous time sick one time jiu take 5 days mc le + today 1 day, Total 6 days MC liao within 2 wks. Awww enough.
Dedicated to that someone*
Monday, October 12, 2009 ♥
Everything in work is ALRIGHT, so far so good at the moment. Nobody disturb, and we are able to work in peace V.V
13th going for the IR job fair at Suntec (;
Shall update again ^^
Tuesday, October 06, 2009 ♥
On 1 wk MC !!!!!!!
The doctor very generous right? I don'tknow does i really need so many days to recover or not?
I hope nope. But base on the situation my head is so pain now, i don'tknow how long it will last?
I can't even move my head, just feel tat my head is so heavy. );
On the other hand, i have got my Ipod Touch !!!! (; It's something to be happy over as i have been craving over it for so long. But i don't feel a least happy at all.
I don't even feel like touching it, i din even go figure out how to use and so on. Perhaps, my head is killing me. I don't have any mood for it.
I'm prepared for the outcome when i am back to work. I know there's nothing good. But i don't give a damn of it, in that damn company there's no good soul. Everyone is BAD !!!!!!
This is the worse company i ever work before!!! Trust me!! T1 scuk !!!!!!!!!
anyw, im prepared to leave. So for fcuk i bother so much ?? I don't give any damn if you wana issue me any L.O.W = letter of warning.
Even anyone on MC only, also have to deduct $ and acceed the amount of MC will kena L.O.W smmore kena LOW will deduct $ also. WTF everything oso deduct $, as though the pay they giv us like few thousands like that. Hell la!!
In my 5 mths plus working there i neva ever MC before. But tis time, only tat 1 time of sickness, i jiu MC for 5 days.... wth! I think acceed the amount of MC, i think is sufficient to get an L.O.W
In tis company, people only can die but can't afford to fall sick.
whatever la! my head is in sooo much pain now while typing tis! and in cold sweat!
head is spinning !!!!!!!! );
THAT ALL !!! end ~
Thursday, October 01, 2009 ♥
I'm back.............
Well, cut it short, i don't enjoy the trip at all. Cause stayin in Macau got nothing, totally nothing to see or shop. Just spend that half day in HK which is not enough lor. Nvm, nxt yr got chance then go back again lor. HAHAHA.
But it's really relaxing there at macau. No need to think abt work, no stress!!! Everyday just eat n sleep n shopping n play! SO RELAXING! now back to work, S.T.R.E.S.S is the only word ~ seriously i hate workin! I dont seem myself as a human over there in work. They dun seem to treat us as a human. Why can't they just stop all those biase against us & stop ill-treating us?! why? why just can't let us work happily??? I really don't understand.
Everyone is the same race. CHINESE. Yet they are against their own races ppl, yet showing favouritism toward indian ppl. Why? Why don't he go marry those indian ppl instead? I really hate it & seriously he is not fix to be our T.L such a person who is so cunning & black-hearted. I really hate him. Making us feeling unhappy in work.
That why i hate work so much. I don't like to work with those ppl !! they are so cunning and alws find faults in us even tho is not our fault. I just hate them so much !!!! fucking hate it!!!!
ahhhhhh ~ forget it, either i change team or i resign, that it!! I don't wana stay in Bravo team !!!!!!!! In this team, everyone is not treated as human!! I am not happy working at here !!!!!! fucking disappointed.
enough of my venting lah ~ i dunno what to say already. Shall update again when i feel like.
I will upload one family photo & myself. More photos go to my fb see. Lazy upload !
tsktsk~
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